It's a job.
Nothing more.
You are a dispensable tool, and as soon as they figure out how to eliminate you, they will.
Your "team" members will sell you out in a heartbeat to save their jobs.
Upper management laughs at you.
If you are relying on work for social activities, confidence, enjoyment, friendships, fun or anything else you will be miserable.
Get paid.
Go home.
Stop complicating it.
Bumped from a reply so everybody could see this. Perfectly put, @cyv+19wKVlGY.