@af
Same here. Just a bit longer time for me, but same results and same reason stopping back by. Have many good friends still there. Most candidly do not like working there whatsoever. Really sad, because long ago; Cisco was honestly the best place to work for.
The last two years I spent at Cisco was psychological warfare. I knew my number was coming up soon in most likehood, two good promotions, then a move to a new management chain. I tried everything I could to fit into the new management organization's work culture; but it was truly the complete opposite of what old Cisco in the 2000s was.
Fast forward my LR, it was the best thing mentally I could have asked for. I should have maybe left earlier, but indeed Cisco did pay the bills quite well. I earned every penny.
If you are really at the end of your rope and truly struggling to get up every day, go get help; talk to a counselor, and figure out your plan. Once away from the crud, life is truly much better.
I really do not see how the upper, upper executives live with their lies. Hope they are proud of their accomplishments, and the narcissitic behavior that causes thousands of hard working people to live their lives in a daily mess of wondering when their time will be, and regardless of the quality of work they do, they could be next to go any day.