33 year career, now retired. My rule of thumb was every 5-6 years there’d be a catharsis.
If you look in the parking lot there are a lot of Mercedes, BMW and Lexus vehicles. That tells you something about the reward side of the deal. There’s a risk side too.
I was part of a layoff group in my career. It happens. Like the line in The Godfather, “it’s only business.” You might be anywhere on the performance spectrum: if chairs are pulled away when the music stops, if your work group takes a hit, it very likely isn’t personal.
You may or may not be able to influence whether you’re one of the people who gets asked to leave. You certainly can influence your impact on your colleagues and yourself at this time. My counsel is to be positive about your work and to not be afraid to take risks - not to hide in your office, and certainly not to run others down in the hope that they look bad next to you. If this is your first time and you want to stay in this industry, it won’t be your last time. If you do the best you can you’ll have nothing to reproach yourself for.