@n1 Good to hear, I hope things get better for you. I've had some tough luck in life, people aren't kind, and the last few years here have not been different. I've always tried to compensate by being as nice as humanly possible, and that usually works. This place, it doesn't work, I feel as if that kindness has been used against me, bit of a mean girls situation. I've been struggling with how to deal with that, part of me wants to shut down, and just go through the motions, but I'm getting better, won't let them win at that game. I'd recommend trying church, or volunteering. I've done both in the past and that helps to get your mind off this place and remind you there is a bigger world. Family and friends also help a lot, I'm fortunate in that way. There are a few of us still at work who believe in decency and just being kind, but we're unfortunately not the majority.