Getting thrown the RIF was the best. I would never have willingly left, but absolutely ashamed at the things I did for my salary. Find a company that aligns with your moral beliefs, or at least a job that you can switch companies easily and still make the same pay (trade craft).
This is also my case. Sometimes I’m exactly ashamed of how much I allow myself to be humiliated here just so I can pay the bills. I don’t think I’m the only one?