Don't take it personally, the whole thing is probably going ti-s up. And although it was once very special at Viasat, it is not now...
So the sooner you are out of the toxic "who is next" environment and get on with your life and career, the better. You really don't want to be picking up the pieces after each layoff, trying to survive another round amid declining morale.
Stiffen your spine for the uncertainties ahead and enjoy the journey - this is an opportunity to recast your life to make it better. Good luck!