I was told I was a high performer, then I got PIP'd. That was such a huge slap in the face.
Over the next 3 months I worked my a** off and checked off all the boxes, but reading this board made me anxious and certain I would be laid off no matter what, so I started looking for jobs.
Then I got an offer I liked. It's funny how being thrown a lifeline really changes your mental state. I started being more disillusioned with Exxon and hated what they put me through.
Then I was told I made it through PIP. Which I should be grateful for, except that this experience s—ed the life out of me and left me an empty shell. This process made me bitter and jaded. The lack of transparency, the fake values, seeing my good coworkers get crushed...
SInce my offer is remote (for the time being), I accepted it. I plan to work for them and just do the bare minimum for Exxon until they fire me for low performance. F— Exxon for what they put me(/us) through. I'll take the double salary and the severance.