There is a strange calming and peacefulness that comes with knowing your fate. After months of stress and worry, it's a bit of a weight that has been lifted. I was one of the people that "was not selected," to stay with the company. I was voted off the Allstate Island. And yet, I'm not bitter.
I am what you'd call a high performer. My year end reviews have always been a combination of meets and exceeds. I always meet or exceed every one of my numbers. I always put in the work needing to get the job done. And I'm not alone in this aspect. I'm aware of many other high performers that were cut the last three days. Many people thought that I was safe. I thought they were safe. But that was not in the cards.
The world has a way of making decisions for us. I lost a lot of confidence in Allstate with how this layoff was handled. I lost even more confidence when we were subjected to the bizarre assessment. Then, I lost respect as I saw good people and hard workers being impacted by the cuts. I feel that the corporation has shown their hand. Perhaps being in the "go" group is a blessing in disguise. Sure, it s—s to be happening in a pandemic. But maybe it was a kick in the butt to find something better. I have faith that better things await. Only time will tell.
For those that received or will be receiving your 60 days notice, stay strong. I know it is and/or may be scary. Be focused and hold your head high. There is no shame on your part. In the grand scheme, this is just a job. Take advantage of the resources available. Many companies do not afford these or even similar assistance. But remember, your family, friends and well being are far more important than any job. Not one person has left this company and not found other opportunities. Have faith in yourself and you will prevail.
For those that remain behind, I wish you the best. I know there is trauma associated in being a survivor. I know it's not easy to see friends and coworkers be eliminated. Continue to shine. Do it for yourself. Though I'm not sure how workloads are going to be managed, it will be done. Honestly, that's no longer my problem. I'd recommend keeping your options open. Whether it be internal or external, be cognizant of your options. Understand the Allstater concept is largely a thing of the past. Most of all, watch out for your personal well being and those you care about.