1, 2, 4 blocker entire 8 year HON career.
I had enough one day and so did my wife. With her support, I took my personal data off my laptop, wrote a resignation letter, hit send. Drove to the plant while my Puerto Rico based 'manager' begged me not to send letter because it layed bare his BS, and he needed me. I dropped off my laptop, cell, and badge and hard copy resignation letter with a bewildered HR girl fresh from college. All the senior HR peeps were at an off-site (resort) training. Lol.
My letter detailed the clear abuse, lack of leadership, and unethical direction of management in supplier contract management.
Result, I felt F-ing great. Free instantly.
One colleague upset, cause she got the work, but she left 2 months later as well, and we're good now. All my other colleagues we're fine with it and congratulated me with understanding and lunches. I got a new job and get pinged relentlessly by staffing companies to go back to HON. I give them my EID to lookup and they ping me harder.
Just get out. GET OUT. You think everyone cares what you do because you're all talking about it together everyday, and 'bonding' over it subconsciously. But it's ALL TOXIC, like an abusive relationship. No one cares about YOU, they care about themselves, and hedging appropriately. GET OUT. You only have one life to live.
GO. LIVE.