It’s been draining in a way I didn’t expect. I’ve sent out dozens of applications, followed up after interviews, and tried to stay optimistic, but the silence is rough. Ghosted by recruiters, vague rejection emails, and long interview processes that just… end.
It’s weird trying to balance everything, doing my current job while feeling like I’m walking a tightrope, never knowing if I’ll make it to the other side or just fall into more uncertainty. It really doesn't help just how brutal the market is right now.