I’ve been with Citi for 2 years now. I’ve always tried to stay adaptable and show up when needed, but the return-to-office policy is starting to wear me down. This year, I made the decision that in order to stay productive on my new team and aligned with their time zones; I can’t handle the commute frequently.
My public transit commute is over an hour each way, and when there are delays (which is often), it stretches into 2 hours. It’s physically and mentally draining, especially considering most of the work I do can be done remotely without any issue.
Last year was rough. I was bounced around from team to team with no clear direction and, for nearly 8 months, had nothing to work on. Even when I asked for tasks, I was sidelined or ignored. It was incredibly demoralizing and made me feel like an afterthought.
Thankfully, this year has been better; I finally started getting meaningful work and contributing. But now I have a meeting coming up with my manager’s boss, and I suspect it’s about my lack of in-office presence.
I want to keep doing my job well and supporting my team, but I’m truly burnt out.
Has anyone else had success negotiating more flexibility or explaining their situation in a way that was actually heard? I show up to the office a few times a month but its usually after 2pm, and to my understanding they don't record badges after a certain time. Not sure if im going to get fired or if i have to quit.
Would really appreciate any advice or shared experiences.