What was I thinking?
The job had already descended into a lot of suck before the layoffs were announced.
Every day I get another pile of goodbye email messages and I'm shocked at how many engineers and technicians are departing the D1D and D1X twins. You would think we would have the smarts to not gut our fabs.
Come Monday we will still need to make our WIP turns. God help you if you make a mistake of any kind. The brass makes mistakes that cost billions, but if we make a mistake recovering a wafer on a faulted tool its a career ending move.
I used to love my job but thanks to BK and his band of HR lovelies I hate it.
I feared the unknown of not having a job and didn't take the ERP. When the deadline passed I expected to be relived, and I was for a few days. But now I fear the unknown of waiting for the next random bolt from the sky, or an invite from my manager and HR, and what I'll get if they force me out.
I'm upset, unhappy, filled with regret. Maybe in a year I'll still be there and I'll be happy. Or I'll be somewhere else and be happy. Or sad. I know one thing, Intel doesn't give a damn.