The layoffs were / are inevitable as part of the “thesis” that the PE companies create as part of their reasoning for the transaction.
These theses are part of any PE endeavor and are rooted in extracting the maximum value possible from whoever it is that they buy.
Being told “there is no Vista playbook” is a lie. There is, and always has been. That’s how they’ve become what they’ve become.
If you’re impacted by the layoffs, it’s not your fault or because you’re not good at what you do. It’s because you’ve been sacrificed to meet the goals of the thesis. It’s tough, but that’s the bottom line.
You’re gonna be ok. Trust the process.
It’s also worth remembering that there are more than 30 financial “players” in the take private deal. It’s not “Vista’s money”. It’s not Smith’s money. Far far from it. It’s a syndicated debt that the banks took a beating on.
This is pure good old American capitalism at its finest. There’s nothing to be ashamed of if you’re let go. The game is the game. It’s all about dollars.
Keep strong and positive. Move on.