joined 3 years ago as a stupd senior who keeps asking for a promotion. since i asked the amount of works keep piling and my scopes keep growing... it eventually reached the point that i coordinated eu + asia team by default so my metings start at 7am and end at 9pm... ahh...
on the day my daughter was born i was in meetings almost all dayz. when my wife has postpartum depression i have a meeting conflict and did not go to the therapist with her... sooo - she asked for a divorce...
I got good news that my promotion was approved today... it does not feel happy as i hoped but i feel empty and indifferent... can't stop asking myself what am i doing with my life. but i guess in this layoff shitstorm era i should be happy with what i have right? but how to be happy...
TC just about $900K